Writers Jam

Holding myself together

by Snigdha
237
10 months ago
How are you feeling?

I climb out of bed, pick myself off the floor, dust myself off, stretch myself out, and step into myself again. Something’s amiss. I remember stepping out of myself last night in the same place I lay shriveled up this morning. But today, I don’t quite fit the same. The seams don’t line up. The edges poke out in weird places. There are lumps that didn’t feel so lumpy before. I try to shake it off. I thread my needle and sew up the stitches that have begun to unravel. I manage to hold myself together in some places. In others, I peek through. I slap a patch on. I look in the mirror and start the day. This is the best I can do today.

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Orange
It's so beautiful and raw, love love this
Reply 10 months ago
ishita
you capture the quiet courage of existing—stitched, patched, uneven yet still standing. your words wear their honesty like a second skin, frayed in places, but profoundly human. this is survival, written gently
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